dressedincotton-deactivated2022:
When he says “good girl” instead of “thank you”
i spend my days waiting. waiting for the water to boil and my tea to be ready. for spring to come back. for more daylight. the oil in the pan to heat up. a “hey i miss you” or “can you help me out for a second?” or “you want to hang out?” text. for my phone to finish charging. for good news. flowers on the table. the next hug. “hey, you got the job!”. waiting for the sun. to set. to rise. to see both. for summer to be around the corner. a good song. a falling star. a text back. i spend my time waiting to be remembered. i spend my time repeating that tomorrow will be better. tomorrow will be better. i spend my days waiting and waiting and waiting. i spend my days waiting unbearably.
sorry for documenting my suffering and delusions online do you still think im hot
“So much on my mind but can’t explain any of it”— Unknown (via words-of-emotion)
(viawords-of-emotion)
im a different girl every hour u have to understand this
it comes and goes in waves, it always does
“Do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people’s lives? I’m always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder if I still exist in the minds of people that I don’t speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day I pass through someone’s head.”—
smoke-stungeyes
6:26pm
(via serious)